December

Huhu..it's the month of December,suppose to be a joyous month to share with everyone.In fact, the Christmas spirit,I should feel it.But,too bad,exams are coming soon...Huhuhu..takut...tak ready..mana ngan pendings lagi.I feel that i'm at the bottom rite now.Really let myself and my family down.I need to stand up again...I need strength to do all these.God,please lead me through and give me the strength and perseverance to do it.Amen.Tambah lagi ngan masalah roomate,tak berubah.....Hmmm,susah tol.Ingat nak pindah keluar je,p banyak gler procedure....Arghhh...I just need to be ignorant towards her..Haihzz...hope that works..Plus,this month will be almost one year my mum left us.It feels so different.I really miss her.Usually,she'll be so busy doing Christmas with my beloved dad.Our house la tempat gathering for our relatives.Now,I guess my dad really feel her absence this Christmas.Everytime i skype with them,i never fail to let my tears roll down.P perlu control depan my dad.Taknak dia risau.Diz year gak,on 23rd,my lil sis gonna get her PMR result.Usually my mum la paling risau..cuz to her,our knowledge is our treasure.Always keep that in my mind.Dia nak sangat tgk anak2x perempuan dia berjaya.But now,she'll be watching us from far.Nak sangat my parents dtg Russia cuti...tapi tak sempat.I really wish to be beside my sister when she's taking her result tomorrow.I really dun 1 her to feel the lost n emptiness.Please God,be with her tomorrow,n i know u always do.

:'(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Oj1t5jFlwk

this video best describe my feeling right now..

Help Me!!!

What should I get for him??
Gonna be 2 years coming 2 week..huhuhuh..
Any suggestions?
Whatever it is,I really Love him.. :)

Missing her :(

I really miss my mum.
I really need her hugs
Her warm n comfy hugs
These few days,my friends were talking about their mums n them.
I wish i could tell them millions of story about her.
but i could only think of one,Which is
I really love her.

It's been 9 months and 9 days she passed away since last year,a day after Christmas.
I felt so lost but i have to be strong.

What a lonely Night.

Tonight is a bit lonely....I can feel it.Tears almost roll down.This sadness are kinda hard to endure. . . . .As i'm studying biochem while listening to Hitz.fm online.The song Billionaire by Travis McCoy reminds me of the promises that i make to the people i love and owe a lot in my life,because without them,I won't be where I am right now.But,I can't give that to her.She's just too far...way too far from me,from us,and from everybody.May your soul rest in peace in Heaven.I love n miss you so much,mummy.I don't know where to share all my stupid stories n pour my problems to. Sometimes,family bond is important.You're friend may go away but not your families.Something to be pondered by everyone.

Skype Session!!!

Skype!!!


I just finished skyping with my families!!!It feels so good!!At least my homesick syndrome is reduced!!hehehehehe.....It feels so good to skype with them.They were chit-chatting and having dinner.Though i'm quite far from there,i feel like I am there.Thanks to the technology!!!It feels good too see my dad,sisters n relatives.The mischievous nephews and nieces.I love them!!
:)

My nieces n newphews!!!

Newbies!!

Hmm....i'm very new here.Finally I'd decided to create a blog.Well,actually it's for a personal purpose,i guess.I don't really know what to write too....Run out of idea..This is just an introduction.