Not This Year.

This year,definitely

not the best birthday to be remembered

because I lost you,

the one that is dear to me.

It's hard,the memories

we had together,

I can't let it go,

knowing the feelings are still there.

No more you,

no more us,

strength is all I need,

to face a better day,

without you.

I hope,

one day will come,

where there's u and me,

again,

together.

Forgive me,

whatever I did wrong.

Wait

I will wait.
those memories.
I will keep.
I hope one day,
There's us again.

Don't you remember?

Don't You Remember

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?


By:Adele
Album:21

20th June

I lost it.
He went away.
We broke up :(
I miss him so much.
I can't believe it.
Maybe I will lost him forever.
Hate the feeling of losing someone..
I lost 3 peoples i love the most within this 2 years..
What do you wanna tell me,God?

God,can i have him back for my coming birthday?
I don't ask for much.
Sorry,
for being childish....
This is hard,
but if this is what you want,God..
please give me the strength
because i'm tired of losing someone i love..
I'm not a stone...





:''(

p/s:i love you so much.

Shopping

I sure do LOVEEE shopping.I mean,LOVEEE.And I have to admit that I am a serious shopper,and I'm a shopaholic.I need to reduce my shopping attitude,but i can't help it.However,i found my remedy.Hee...It's him.Yea,my dear beloved boyfriend.But then,he can't do much.Still,at least he tried.So,how is it done?Before i started one of my favourite hobby,I'll tell him my budget.Then, he'll keep on reminding me how much i have spent,with my other weakness,my daddy.He sure does know me really well.Sometimes,it makes me feel guilty!!Hee...So,his plan works.The hint is, everytime I go shopping, his presence is important.Hee...but,thanx to him too.I love you,dear.

Yesterday.

YESTERDAY,I had a lot to write here..Feels like wanna write a long one.Somehow,as i signed in just now,I'm kinda blank.I totally forgot what i wanna write...
*sigh*

2.0.1.1.

Well,just like stated there..What's your resolution,guys?
Happy New Year to all..the bloggers,the readers...hmmm..all la.Hope that we won't start our new year with old habit